Vacuum

coming back from the universe
blessed and spoiled with golden unconditional love
never want to come back
i have to as long as my soul is in this body
and as long as the mission is not accomplished
i fall from the sky it seems to me
i fall on the hard and cold ground of matter
breaking my wings and legs
lying here freezing
like i never have before
trying to use my mental and spiritual powers
i used so easily in the other dimension
but in here they don’t work
i am caught in a vacuum
the vacuum between the worlds of reality
nothing moves in here, nothing
i see the world outside
through thick milky glass
i can’t relate to
i always get caught
when i escape
it takes tremendous strength
to find my place in matter again
i still haven’t found it yet
sometimes i wonder
i will be home when i die